Midnight Pearl

I haven't told you kids about my car yet have I? I got mom's mustang. :) Maybe I did tell you all but I read over my past few blogs and didn't see it. Anyway I will tell again...Mustang convertable. it is beautiful and blue! :) I love driving it. I don't have it today though. Broncocub took it :(. He had to go work with the bro in law today which is nice. Maybe, just maybe, he will start working full-time for him soon. But that is only a maybe. It is all up to the bro in law you know? I was sitting at home all by my lonesome and decided that I didn't like it so I took his un-tagged car to this here library. Hope i don't get stopped on the way home. If Bronco-cub get's home early enough then I am gonna go apply to be a telemarketer. Yes, I have steeped to an all new low. I apologize if I end up working there and call your house during your supper...or nap...or anything like that. Let me tell you though, if I do work there it will be only temporary. I also think I will re-apply at I hop. See I got a job there once a couple of years ago and heard really bad things about it and never showed up...I pretty much am thinking temporary right now until I can find something real. I will also apply at our near-by sonic drive in. Until something better come along. Like a real job...full-time...or part time that pays 12 dollars an hour...you know...a real job. I hate the job hunt. :) Have a nice day.

Hello folks. I'm here at the library with Bronco cub so he can apply for a security airport job like I did yesterday. today I apply to be an insurance agent. great fun. Lots of stuff to do today. Gotta get a job. gotta get the car licenced. gotta...well that's all. But still it will take up more time than it sounds like. Things are okay. The cats love being home but I think they hate me. They are so cute, starting to get big and fat. In case you don't know we only have two of them now. Logan ran off when we were living at Bronco's friends...then we kept the other three at my momma's and Mama kitty got re-pregnant...she is big and fat...she will have lots of kittens if you want one! So now all we have are Sean the cat and Kung Fu. They run amuck all over the house at night and they have gotten into this bad habbit of biting people when they aren't getting the attention they think they deserve. Especially sean. Crazy ass cat. Anywho that is all. :)

Hey kids. still no job here...it sucks. my application today is for the airport...a security person. yes. and after that sometime I will apply for a flight attendant position...but not yet cause they arne't accepting apps until after the first. I am running out of options here but still apply somewhere new almost everyday. goddamned job search. apparently (according to justin) if I moved the the ville of fay I would have no problem finding a job. Too bad I just signed a six month lease on my apt. :( Maybe later though. Thanksgiving was the shit. I had two of them. one with my Broncocub at his family's and it was all formal...i got to play martha stuart and decorate the turkey, and one at my mom's where I got to play on the computer and eat fried turkey. Totally opposite thankgivings but great to experience them both in one day. Movie with the sarah, the russell, and the dustin was nice. too bad sarah and i didn't get to spend any real time together. she never called me. it was expected though. other than that nothing happens. Oh yeah...I got a car. uh huh. Thanks mom. Its a mustang convertable...one formally owned by the mom. :) Its fun.

nothing has changed. jobless. rentless. but i got a convirtable. like i need it. at least i have somewhere to live lol. i'm purchasing mom's car from her so i can have a way to get around without being pulled over cause bronco has no tags. it will be good. turns out that unemployment is down in arkansas which means that all the jobs are taken. I mean hells bells shit keeps happening. fucking life and it's rollarcoaster. things will work out though I'm sure. Broncocub will be getting a blogger of his own soon so be on the lookout. :)

We moved...The Timbers is the place. We didn't get the apt. we were told we were going to get but this one is better anyway. Location is bad but it is nicer than the other for sure. I didn't get the day care job :(. They spent hours that day trying to decide and I didn't get it cause I couldn't drive their van cause I'm too young. stupid stupid stupid. I've been trying with Toys r us but they seem to busy for me. I think I pissed off the guy I talk to there cause I've been calling EVERYDAY. I gave up and turned in more apps friday and plan on turning in more today. hopefully sometime soon both Bronco cub and I will have a job and we will be able to pay the bills and rent this week. It will suck living in a car. Ass suckage that is. I just found out that Hendeo comes home in 10 days for thanksgiving. That's exciting since she didn't even call to let me know she was going to be home last time. Well Bronco is being impatient so I must go. :) happy trails to all.

hello my nonexistant faithful readers...or...hello my existant mom...and anyone else who might read this thing. Hi. again. Hello. I really have nothing to say. Broncocub and I got a new apartment and we will be moving this weekend...BUT...if you want to get ahold of either of us in the near future you will be out of luck...there is a way to do it...call momma. That's about it...I talk to my mommy as much as possible and she will be able to forward messages to both of us. yes. As for the new place...it isn't my old apt., which I was in love with...but it is cute and it is ours. Right by the pool and laundry room and a couple of friends too. It will be nice to have our own place instead of shacking up in someone else's. I feel better than I did before...mainly because broncocub is sleeping here with me instead of me here and him there...that sucked. I really just can't wait to move. It'll be fun. Still haven't heard from them jobs yet but I am calling tomorrow to find out if I got the daycare one and to re-make my second interview for the toys r us one. Cross your fingers about the daycare cause that's the one I want. welllllll...that's all I have to say. :)

its fucked up how things can finally be going well and then BAM shit hits the fan. BroncoCUb and I are moving again...where...probably a cardboard box on the side of the road. who knows. All I know is that I am sick of the BS. No data entry job...I give up...I've waited and called everyday for a month and they don't know shit. I think that when you hire a person that should mean legally that you have to give them work...none of this hiring and not having work for them bull shit. it pisses me off. Now I am trying to find a new job...this isnt easy without a car. But of course I can't get a car cause I am only 19 and have no credit and no money...wait no I do have money but apparently I am not responsible enough to have have it...stupid court system. So midnight has to spend the night without her broncocub and has to stress more about money. On top of it there is a boogie man and mom made me open the window. damn boogie man. damn window. damn money. damn election. damn sean. damn it all to hell!