Midnight Pearl

Good news...Bronco Cub may be going to work full time for his brother in law. this is good cause he will make more than he is now and he won't hate his shitty job anymore...cause he won't have his shitty job anymore. this is also good cause we will be able to move sooner than I had hoped! Watching the little indian boy and Tootie at the same time. It's tricky in tooties house cause lil' powwow (hahaha like a rapper name for a baby indian) gets into EVERYTHING just like every little boy who just learned how to walk. I have to blockade the house so he can only play in one room and not with the entertainment system stuff, which is his favorite place to play so he doesn't like the blockade. Tootie is good with him too. She likes to help. She's feeding him some of her waffle now and is so excited that she gets to share with the baby. She's such a sweetheart...most of the time ;). Nothing else really happening right now. I will be spending the weekend with the parents...I need some mommy time. I think a break from eachother will do Broncocub and me some good. It isnt healthy to spend so much time with just one person, I don't think. I'm really excited about christmas. i know it is like three months away but I am PREPARED. I just gotta make some money now :). I have it all worked out though and I am uber excited. That's all for now.

So I don't thik I will be going back to school and it sucks. I think I need to get back on my feet and get some money saved up first. Plus Hendrix is stupid and I can't afford to be living on campus and pay all that extra money...I just can't afford it. I will go back to school...of course! Just not when I wanted to. I am bummed. hardcore. But, it will be alright. I haven't started work YET...they say it will be another week or two. SuCK ASS. Logan ran away. SUCK MORE ASS. I hate it. I hate losing animals. It's all Sean's fault too. not really but I am blaming him. I've been pretty unstable lately. It's a bad month for me. I'm bleeding and in a lot of pain this time around. Things are alright with me and Broncocub. They could be better though. I miss having friends. All I do is sit at the house all day either by myself or with the girls while Sean sleeps. I need to start my job soon or I may just go crazy. I keep telling myself that once I start my job everything will be better. I hope I'm right. That's all for now. Stay cool :)

goshdarn motherflippin RAWR...that's right...RAWR! The stupid school isn't "allowing" me to live off campus this next semester. Why...because my reasons for not wanting to live in a dorm are not good enough for them. RAWRRR! I don't care if they think my reasons are enough or not...they are my reasons...it's my life...and I should be able to live where I feel most comfortable and where I believe I will be the most successful in my school work. I know I can just let them think I am living there and actually not live there...but that is like twice the money and I just don't have enough of it. Plus I don't want to spend it ALLLLLL. It isn't MY money. I hate them. I HATE THEM. Maybe I should just wait until next fall and go to U of A or something. BUT I LIKE IT THERE! I mean I like the people and the atmosphere of the classes...THE CLASSES are phenominal...the profs are awesome...I don't want to leave...but I don't want to live on campus. RAWR!!! Tooties fever is worse now...103 :( gonna go powt and love on the tootie butt.

sorry I don't post much. Leaves you all twirling your thumbs wondering what is happening in Midnights EXCITING life I know. riight. Well here it is. I got hired at chasecom two weeks ago and haven't been to work yet. They say it will be another couple of weeks before I go. Bronco cub and I moved in with his friend Humpty and the girls HL and Island yesterday. Poor little Island almost got her finger chopped off. HL shut it in the door and it took the end of her finger half off. It was aweful. Blood everywhere. Poor HL was scared to death too. HL is 2 and I sland is 1. My face is aweful. cysts everywhere. It hurts and it's ugly...hardcore. Tootie is running a fever. I'm gonna go baby her a bit.