Midnight Pearl

the shit hath hitteth the fan for some people. If people die in three's do marraiges also break up in three's? I hope not. crazy ass drama shit happening all over the place and I am spinnin in the middle. Nothing really to say. I am beginning to hate my job like a norml person should. 4:30 this morning was the clentcher for me and having to do it again tomorrow. ShIT. I will live though. Broncocub got another ticket the other day when he hasn't even paid off the last one. good going huh. this one was for running a stop sign at fucking 5:45 in the morning with no cars around or anything. fucking cops. it should be illegal to give people tickets for that shit before 6:30am...for reals. They made me late for work. ::rolling my eyes at them asses:: Everyone is back at school. bleh. means to see anyone I really care about seeing (besides the momma and misssaint) I have to drive two hours. iTs alright though cause that means that parties will be starting up again. Well Tootie has found her way downstairs so I must attend to her and try not to pass out from exhaustion.

hello world...right. call me silly but I like Alter Bridge...a lot. You know...the new Creed...most literally. I just had the hardest time spelling literally. wow. anyway...yeah I like them. Weird I know. I don't want to hear shit about it. Burger King is going good. I don't get paid shit...like really...minimum wage is all....and it is early early mornings (4:30 am by the end of the week) but I like the people. I've made a couple new friends which is nice since I either don't get to see the ones I have now or they hate me. They aren't like outside of work friends but its nice anyway. Bronco cub is trying to get me to quit and find another job...he is upset that I won't because I could get another one at the new bread place that pays a dollar and a quater more but I don't think I'm supposed to right now. Maybe later. I've decided that I was right before. The experience of working Fast Food is a must if you plan on becomming a well rounded individual. To be completely honest, my first day I decided that it was the hardest job I had ever had. I know better now...I pretty much learned everything in one day and that can be overwhelming with anything...but that's all there was to learn so no...not the hardest job. I can't remember what mom called it...neurotic something rather...yeah...Unforgettables was harder most definately. With everyone back at college I find myself with no one to talk to. It doesn't help that my phone is broken either. fucking phone. Tootie is running around the coffee table like a maniac and she just ran over to me and had me kiss her side better cause it hurt. She had a cramp. it was funny.


WEll...I just got back from The mart of Wal with Broncocub and Tootie. It was great and sad at the same time. Tootie had to go potty so I took her to the bathroom. She is in the middle of buisness when her toilet flushes. She says "OH NO DANI MY TOILET FLUSHED!" and I said "It's ok 'Tootie' it is supposed to" well then she hopped down off of the toilet and of course, it flushed again. This time she was not happy about it. After coaxing her into sitting back on the toilet it flushed again. This time she just was not going to take it. She jumped down, making it flush again, screamed and cried while she fought with the door, the toilet flushing yet another time, making her scream even more. Meanwhile, I am on the other side of the door in hysterics. It was so fucking hilarious. She was screaming "THE TOILETS FLUSHING ALL BY ITSELF DANI I'M SCARED AHHHHHIH!!!" and I was laughing and trying to tell her to calm down and open the door. man. It was great. The other lady in the bathroom thought so too.

Why...why do I have to be a stupid girl? Indecisive, tempermental, Insane???? I am happy one minute and ready to run away the next. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I need. I know I'm not supposed to at 19...but I would feel better if I did.

Just a warning...my phone is having a mind of its own right now...sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't so if you call and I don't answer then give me a day or so and I will call back when I can. Most Important...DON'T WORRY! If there is any reason to worry you will know...no news is good news. :)

The Phone Is Fixed! Hurray. for now. Everything is going pretty ok. Tootie is int he other room laughing her ass off at scooby Doo and exclaiming "This is so funny!" The great thing is...the laugh is totally fake. She's awesome. lol. I started Burger King today. I will never again gripe about the girls up front at any fast food place unless they are total morons, which I am sure I looked like today during lunch. My feet hurt, I was greesy as hell when I left, it was disgusting. There are some nice people working there with me. I have to be back tomorrow...six in the fucking morning. It will be great.....riiiight. well...nothing else really going on. That's all I have to say for now...except for this.

What is your best memory from this year? Last Weekend

What is you worst memory from this year? ...April 8- 11

What are you looking forward to the most right now? Bed time :)

What are you looking forward to the least? tomorrow morning

What sound do you long to hear? The roar of my own 64 1/2 mustang

What sound could you live without? The buzzing of flies

What do you want to smell? my pink roses sitting at home...mmmm.

What do you not want to smell? Dead Skunk

What do you feel right now? sleepy

What would you like to feel right now? awake

What would you not like to feel? Broke

Do you fear anything unnecessarily? yes

If so, what is it? The dark

If you could have anything in the world, what would it be? 1 million dollars.

I forgot to mention...my phone is fucked up and has been all weekend pretty much so if you've tried to get ahold of broncocub or I and couldn't, that's why. We aren't dead...I promise. :) It will be fixed by tomorrow hopefully and I will give a couple of you a call. :)

This past weekend was the shit. I haven't had so much fun in forever. First the show was amazing and the first show I have been to since last summer. Lacadio was fucking awesome. The Turtle Gallery though...amazing. Russell...thank you for being a part of such an amazing group and for making such awesome music. Really awesome. Hendrix people rock and I had forgotten how much I loved them all. I am really excited about joining them again in the spring. The gay club was awesome. I was there with Lucky#13, Hendeo, and The Glitter Faery and it was awesome. The four of us danced our asses off with a bunch of beautiful people. Except for the creepy charles Manson type guy that tried to get one of us girls. It was awesome. I was there with two of the most gorgeous girls I know and we are dancing and all of a sudden I feel these weird hands on my hips and these wide hips behind me. I turn my head and there is a large black woman booty dancing with me. I was so flattered that I went ahead anf danced with her for a while. It was hilarious. I got a job saturday before I left for Conway. I am now employed at the Burger King on Zero Street. I work mornings. Bleh. I had to be there at 9 in the morning today but that wasn't bad...no...not compared the the times I have to be there at the end of the week. 6 fucking o'clock in the morning. It might kill me!

I think this post is long enough.

Thank you Nick Toons. I just learned what earwax was for. The stuff I try so desperately to keep out of my ears (I really like to have clean ears...really really...q-tips are the greatest invention ever in my eyes...EVER) is actually a wonderful thing to have...unless you like bugs living in your ear canals. I may be stupid because I never knew the ear wax advantage but I am ok with that. pugsley and his friend Pinky are spending the night tonight. yes kids...Pinky is his name...thanks to Broncocub. I finally did it today...what I had been threatening yet dreading to do for months now...I applied to McDonalds. If they won't hire me then it is hopeless. I actually got up and out this morning. Awake by 8:30 out and about at 9. It was amazing. I hate the mornings though and now I remember why...I was bored out of my fucking mind. I mean I was busy for a couple hours doing the job hunt thing but when that was done I was bored enough that I charged head first into Hospital bills and whatnot. CRAZY. Tootie was the cutest today. I love it when she is in a good mood. She has been awesome all week. We have had so much fun and she has wore me out. I could sleep for forever tomorrow...too bad I can't. Oh well. tomorrow night should be cool too. Making a trip to conway. Another Gay club trip...this time for Hendeo and the glitter faery. it should prove to be an interesting weekend. That's all for now.

Note: Hearsay is a bad, bad thing. Before you make any judgements or go too insane because someone (like a sister maybe) said that someone else said something...get the whole story. (Like that made any sense...but it's true)

OK so its been a little while since the last post. Broncocub got a shitty job but he is working it and it will help for now. He also got an interview for a good paying job at whirlpool...let's just hope it works out. There is a hair test that will cause problems but we will try and fix them before they happen. The cat's are getting big. The Glitter Faery came by to see me and my cat's ate her fish. I felt so bad about it that that night I had a dream that not only did my cat's eat her fish but I ran over her puppy dog. It was a weird night for dreams...I tried to kill a priest...I didn't know he was a priest though...I thought he was a bad guy...I mean really...he was a snake after all. I've been having horrible stomach acid problems not to mention that this is almost the worst period ever...I have had the worst cramps and I've been so emotional that I'm surprised Bronco cub hasn't moved out or killed me yet. I'm going on monday to apply at McDonalds...how exciting. Bob was vacant yesterday...it was sad. I've quit smoking almost entirely. I didn't have any cigarettes yesterday and only a drag of one today. I'm happy about it. Tootie and I had a wonderful day. We went to the park and swimming and colored and it was good all around until about now. I don't think she got much of a nap today cause she is pretty tired. In fact, it is bath time so I will go and take care of that now.