Midnight Pearl

Kung Fu quit shitting on my bed! There is only poo in the litter box now, except for the occational turd right outside the box where PP decides to backup and shit over the side. I was quite happy to get my bed back and not to have to keep re-washing sheets. The house is set up kinda different. There i a mattress against the wall and they like to hide behind it and climb up the front of it. It is there junglegym. They are getting so big. Especially Logan. He is huge. I don't remember if I told the story of the renaming of the kitties. Jubilee was just not right. One day I was watching her and Logan play and he had her pinned down real good and he bit her neck and she wasn't gonna take it. She flipped big ass Logan over and bit him til he screamed. It was awesome. Then she whipped out her Kung Fu moves. He went to attack and she hopped up all oriental like and...well it is hard to describe but it was high and fast and scared the shit outta Logan. Her name is now Kung Fu...Fu for short. Then there is Sean who once was Remy. Remy didn't fit him either. He is pretty much a lazy cat. Pretty much, except for when he sneaks up on you and attacks when you least expect it. Bronco cub was reminded of his friend and so I let him rename him Sean. He is now trying to rename him again...something stupid...I can't even remember. It was dumb. Speaking of BroncoCub...things are nice with him. He's sweet. Lazy...but sweet. I'm at least having fun and being happy. :) Weirdness has happened...not really weird, I expected it. I'm starting to miss school a lot. I had a dream that I was in Biology...the weird thing...it was a day dream. I really want to go back. I love to learn. Now I will watch Jeopardy and take in all the facts I can. It is sad. I just gotta wait a few more months. I hope they let me live off campus. I have to call and get all that straightened out. Well...weather is done with his breakfast so I will go.

I say I am an idiot but I'm not...well not because of what I was talking about. I just got an answer to the question of interest and it was a no...but I don't like the way I found out. It wasn't supposed to work like that. Why don't fucking penises understand that emails and voice mail and shit like that is not the place to say important things. It sucks a lot more when you can't see the fuckers face. Not that cockspit is a fucker. But Raccoon...shiiit. I give up. Not entirely...but for now. I'm done chasing boys. If they want me...come and get me. lol.

Fucking Broncocub got me sick. I woke up and couldn't breath cause there was so much shit in my lungs. Gross green thick nasty tasting grossness. It's ok though cause I coughed a lot of it out. It was fucking disgusting. You know that sick taste? Well it tasted like that nasty sick taste. It was gross. I also found out that my kitties like crackers! They are so cute. I just wish that Jubilee would quit shitting on my bed. I have so much laundry to do now. well that's all for now. I know you all wanted to read about my sickly chest snot. :)

I'm an idiot. Maybe more on this later...but probably not. :(

I hate to see you lying there in your superman skivvis.

I have a major problem. I am spending too much time around children. I'm watching Tootie and Weather today and they are getting along fabulously! They were watching Blue's Clue's as usual and I am sitting here listening to the beautifulness that is Weezer. Here is where the problem comes in...Jamie is playing against the opening Blue's song and which one of the two do I start to sing? Oh no...not the Weezer...no no.....I have to start singing Blue's Clue's!!! That is when you know that you spend too much time with kids. I sing with Joe now instead of Rivers! The saddness. Oh...and I do have balls. Things got shitty yesterday and it sucked ass. Goddamn Raccoon. I was used. I'm an idiot sometimes...no matter how much people tell me...I dont listen and I end up getting screwed. But, I won't give up. right? Not yet anyway. So I grew me some balls and called cockspit. First time I've ever made a "first move" I guess you could say. I don't know if I would call it that but yeah. I almost shit myself though. I don't know how guys do it. I have to say that I respect a guy that can ask a girl out with out any prompting. Maybe cockspit will figure out that I am interested. Or maybe he really does know and isn't interested...haven't figured any of that out yet. So that's what I'm doing. yup yup. oh...I passed out in the bathtub last night. A little excitement for you momma. lol. It's ok though cause I didn't die! :) Bronco-cub saved me. lol. Gotta remember baths and drinking don't mix. That's all.

Things are going ok. I think I am growing balls. Always a good thing. (don't ask if you don't understand lol) Broncocub may be moving out soon...if so I am gonna turn my dining room into the cat room and it will be cool. I have four cats right now. momma might be taking ONE but probably not ;). I had this great idea of fencing off my dining room and putting all the cat stuff there...buying a scratch post and some toys and a bed. They would have their own little play area and there would be no more shitting in my bed. Yes...shitting in my bed. the little girl cat (Jubilee) likes to crap in my bed instead of her litter box, the little bitch. I have had to clean it up three times and I ended up not sleeping in my bed last night because of it. THREE TIMES. it is ridiculous. The other cats...my X-kitties I like to call them...are two boys and a momma. Momma's name is Missy but I like to call her P.P. The boys are Logan and Remy. My x-cats. :) They are awesome...even if there is shit everywhere. I've done nothing lately ut visit with bob a hell of a lot, watch kido's, watch kittens, and play a shit load of Crack (Animal Crossing) I don't know if it's just because I haven't played in so long or what but that game has turned addictive yet again. Well for now I will go.

Just a clarification...Tootie is the sweetest cutest little girl in the whole world...I was just messin yesterday witht he spoiled brat comment. (hence the winky face) I love watching weather and tootie...and I love them both! :)

it's been a while...I know. Nothing interesting has been happening...nothing I will put on here anyway. things are ok. I feel better than before. Just waiting for an interesting life to roll around. I've given up trying to make it interesting cause that just gets me into trouble. tootie is still driving me insane and this is only the second time I have seen her this week. She is turning into a spoiled rotten child. We will have to fix this miss saint! ;) That's about it for now. Nothing at all.

Tootie is driving me insane. I've been taking my medicine but I don't know if it is helping. I feel like I am going into a depression...I'm definately not happy...and I am edgy as hell. I don't know. I'd hate to see how I was if I wasn't on the meds. My head hurts...my insides hurt. Life is a big pain in the ass. Thats all I have to say. :) Smile. riiiiight. Justin, you are a dork. :)